I'm blogging because i'm bored out of my fucking skull and i'm so hyper that i probably won't be able to sleep for another 3 solid hours... Ben Folds playing in Millersville, Pa tonight, in Puscillo Gym on the Mill-ville campus. A couple that i met in Doug's game shop own a website that i now frequent since it's one of my only links to home.. And i'm not linking you because i don't want you to spill the goddamn beans, mkay? anywho... Shawn and Becky W... Becky has MS and it has ben a bad week for her... she was supposed to go to the concert tonight but she couldn't go because of complications with MS. about a week ago, i googled the Ben Folds website and saw that there was a message board and decided to roll the dice. so i posted that 'i KNOW ben won't see it and i KNOW it's against the rules to do this, but hey! why not try?' so anyway... i explained the situation and that she is one of the biggest fans he's got (because "EVERYONE is someone's BIGGEST fan"... so.. one of...) anyway.... i got blasted and torn apart and so finally this erupts into a screaming match within the board regulars... I'm sitting back hoping something will come of this...

wouldn't you know that tonight, i come home, check out his website and find the big headline and continue to realize that Ben not only mentioned her, but included her in a few of his songs and then after a few songs announced that the entire concert was dedicated to her... so, i'm flying a little bit... getting a little misty.... i wish i could have been there... either at the concert or with S&B. As much as i'd like to scream and dance and hop up and down  with the credit of having put a smile on her face that Shawn's having a hard time cracking with a crowbar, I think it might just be better to let it stay as is.if someone says something, they say something.... if not, not...  anyway...

i don't know if it's cold or nerves or a combination thereof, but i'm shaking, so i'm going to post and then call it a night and try to calm down and maybe sleep.... maybe..... try to anyway....

Honey, I'm home! I mean.... 'hey... fucking cats...' or whatever..... short and sweet because i'm going to be missing family guy soon... that and there's not much of an update.... THAT and you should be thanking me for updating instead of contuing to run through Half-Life 2 AGAIN....   So anyway... there was a friend of mine that came into job #1 on sunday... she works at job #2.... slowish day, so we were hanging out.... started getting customers.... FUCKING CUSTOMERS!!! anyway.... at one point i turn around and catch her looking up quickly from my ass....

Curious.

Ofcourse it takes me a few minutes to realize that she was staring at my ass, because it's the first time it has happened.... it's not like my ass is anything to look at, but still, she was.... shortly after, she says she needs to go home and finish making lunch for her ungrateful family...

Curiouser and curiouser.

Oh yeah, she's like.... 30's-ish...40's-ish... i dunno... She looks 20's-ish... Married, couple of kids... so ofcourse i'm just like, yeah, right... whatever... but she has been 'on my mind' (if you know what i mean... if you think you know, you can just assume that you do, and go "ewwwww" now) for the past few months..... obviously i won't do anything that will fuck up her life as it has been. there may not even be the chance, but i can't help but let my imagination go wild... I'm 23, virgin-but-by-no-means-innocent, and in a very small town with a lot of women... not to mention that this IS the kind of suberbia where the wives aren't always at home... not that i'm encouraging anything.... but when you're not even on the allowables-list for the ladies, you sort of get attached to every pretty thing that smiles at you...

I almost forgot... one of my cats, Jagger, got in a fight, has this huge gash on his ass and a bald spot where the vet had to shave him to treat it.... I feel bad for him, but you can't help but laugh when you see him....

...And i'm gonna update AGAIN, Nicky...

More of an advertisement than a REAL post, but working at "The-video-store-that-shall-not-be-named" means that i have an assload of extra full sleeve dvd cases that these people normally just THROW-teh fook-AWAY...  'What the hell?!' is right, Kiddos....

So here it is... I've recently acquired an assload of full sleeve dvd movie cases... due to handling expenses, I'm asking $.50 each for them... (in lots of 20, to cut down on shipping costs, which is added to the total...) Considering that i was in Media Play about a week ago and they were selling a package of 5 of these cases for $10, this isn't a bad idea.

ALSO, as of tonight, i just got a limited quantity of dual-disk dvd cases(the kind with the snap-in plastic 'page') They're going for $1.00 each in lots of ten...

Let me know.... drop me a line some time... iiGryphusii (AT) Gmail -dot- com.

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Anyway... not a lot to say... not much has changed.... my arms are so hot right now... the tops of my forearms feel like they've been in an oven... but that's about it... no real good or bad updates.... but i almost walked out of my shit-job twice this week because of a few co-workers...

that's about it.... no new progress on the Femme frontier...

Oh yeah.... My cousin Matt and his wife Sara(h) are going to have a baby. So, go them...

I'm missing futurama... Later....

Edit: heh. i fucked up my email address... i was thinking of another one, and posted half of each... D'oh.

Yes, I know.... it's been over a month... it's been a bad month... i can't help it. sue me... it's after 1 am and i still have to get up at 8 to open the store... and then some people want me to run around after work and work out.... that's the laaaaast goddamn thing i want to do after work... but anyway... some good news in the deal, if my boss gets offered a position as a district manager, i get her job.... also.... i was RENTING at the rival video store, and they offered me a job... ha ha... i find it funny.... maybe it's not.... i applied there over two years ago, but apparently the boss was only hiring barbie dolls.... I'm no Ken... but whatever...

Bed now. Goodnight, Kids.